It's been a long time

Hi everyone! (Akala mo naman ang daming readers :P)

Sorry kung hindi ko na natuloy yung 20 wishes ko dito, check niyo na lang yung facebook page ko. Kumpleto yun. Kaya lang natabunan na sila ng mga birthday greetings. Goodluck! Tinamad na kasi akong mag-update.

Bukas, i will see my gels again. We'll be celebrating for the JUNE celebrants at Lancaster Hotel and will go skype-ing with Gerby. #excited

Just to butt in something. I read Charlene's blog about her 'local' work. Nalungkot ako. May mga tao pala talagang ganun. To think that they're old enough for them to act that way. Man, you guys are immature! That's how you treat newbies, huh? Nakakaloka kayo. Owell, I know kaya naman kayo ni Charlene. Though mahirap kasi araw-araw kayong makakasama ng kaibigan ko, pero friend, just shrug your shoulders off kung may marinig ka pa from them. Pag sumobra na, andito kami uh. Meron tayong tinatawag na RESBAK.

And before we end this month, gusto ko lang humabol sa mga birthday greetings:

Rosa, I know you're happy already with your little angel and your husband. Darating talaga yung mga araw na may hindi kayo napagkakasunduan pero sana (kung mababasa mo toh) kung may mga hindi kayo napagkakasunduan, make sure na maaayos niyo yan before the end of the day. Meron na kayong anak, and you always have to put her first. Can't wait to see your baby!

Josette! Ako rin, pagkatapos kong batiin ang sarili ko, ikaw na agad ang itetext ko. Naaalalako pa nun, NSTP natin nung nalaman natin na magkabirthday tayo. Astig. Ewan ko kung naaalala mo pa yun. HAHA! Pagbutihin ang paghahanap-buhay para may pang-gastos tayo lagi. Hihi. Looking forward for more movie dates :))

Koy! Maligayang Kaarawan :) Ito yung unang birthday mo na wala ka sa Pinas. Pero alam ko namang walang tatalo sa pag celebrate ng birthday mo na kami ang kasama mo. HAHA! Charot. Still looking forward to our everyday morning chikahan :)) Miss na kita.Ü

-- I love those three gels a lot. Sila ang kasama ko buong college days ko. Kasama nila Jhen, Charlene, Shaira, Reciel, Jo at Kisel. PakÜ rocks :)

LittleNikki

Making up with the wishes I missed :)

5. I want to meet Olivia, Emma and Ashley. HAHA!

- Sila yung mga crush ko talaga sa Hollywood. Meron pang iba, malamang, pero nakalimutan ko na. Sila lang yung natatandaan ko. HAHA! Hulaan niyo na lang kung sino sila if you guys have no idea :))

6. I want to have a tattoo. "Until the very end."

- Matagal ko nang gustong magpatattoo. I find it 'astig'. Yung una, gusto ko maraming hikaw. E natupad ko na yung wish ko na yun. Ngayon naman, pagpapa-tattoo gusto ko. Naexperience ko nang magpa-Henna pero hindi nacocompensate ang kagustuhan kong magpatattoo talaga. Sana matupad ko yung wish ko na to. Sana..

7. Learn how to play a piano. And guitar. And drums.

- Isa rin to sa mga frustrations ko. I have a guitar, pero walang kwenta. Naka-hang lang siya. Hindi nagagamit. Nangalawang na yung strings. Pero di naman ako nanghihinayang. Kasi galing naman siya sa isa sa mga importanteng tao sa buhay ko. (naks!)

8. I want to learn different languages.

- Gusto kong matutong magSpanish, French and/or Latin. Ang bongga kasi pagka marami kang alam na languages. I'll work on that soon :))

xoxo,

LittleNikki

4. Get a car and learn how to drive.

I really want to learn how to drive. I actually envy my cousin who was able to drive by the age of 18, I guess.

Whoever is free to teach how me to dougie, or to drive rather, please call me :) HAHA!

xoxo,
LittleNikki

3. I want to be a chef. Pastry Chef. Sweet!

I really want to be a chef when I was young, but learned that I wanna focus on baking and the likes because if I want to be like an all-around chef, that's gonna be a problem 'cause I don't eat spicy food. HAHA! Besides, baking always hold a special place in my heart. If I'm not mistaken, my first ever 'baking' works is PANCAKE.

I might not be able to be like a Pro but basic baking will do :) For as long as I can make muffins and cakes, that'll make me a Happy Nikki.


xoxo,
LittleNikki

2. I want to see my 'soulmate' again

I've known him since I was thirteen. We didn't start as real good friends (kasi naalala ko, nag-away pa kami nung isa kong friend dahil sa kanya.) Kahit nung naging magka-klase na kami nung 2nd year highschool, di talaga kami nag-uusap niyan. Although, everyday kaming magka-text. Weird nuh? Parang I can tell him everything through text, pero in person, di kami nag-uusap. 'Awkward' moment kasi sa'kin yung time na yun. Andun yung nagkakatuksuhan, mga crush issues, and ilap ako sa mga ganun. Eh nalaman ko na may crush siya sa'kin, kaya ayun, iwas ako sa kanya. (Ganda ko noh?)

Then we were able to settle things at we started talking (na hindi ko na matandaan kung kelan.) Basta, nagsimula na kaming mag-usap, and naging comfortable na kami sa isa't-isa. Until one day, he called me his 'soulmate' because of a simple reason -- binisita niya ako sa bahay and we're wearing the same COLOR ng shirt. That was Orange. Mas naging close pa kami. Ayokong mag-assume pero I felt na we have something during those time na we didn't deny nor confirm.

And then, nawala. Hindi kami nag-kita for 3 consecutive years. Walang balita, walang communication. I don't even know kung dun pa rin siya nakatira. Kahit yung mga barkada niyang boys, wala na ring ballita sa kanya.

Until nagkita kami sa birthday celebration ng common friend namin. After three years, nakita ko na ulit siya. Tumaba na siya, pero the same person that I know. Na-miss ko siya ng sobra. Kulang na kulang yung gabing yun for us to catch things up. Little did I know na yun na ulit yung huling gabing makikita. After that, wala na namang communication. WALA.

I miss you muchmuch 'tol. And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <3

Love,

LittleNikki

1. I want to see the Eiffel Tower

Eiffel Tower will have a special place in my heart. One day, I wanna meet the world's famous tower in the City of Light. Soon, The Iron Lady, I will meet you soon :))

LittleNikki