Goodbye.

It's one of the saddest word I know. Everyone, I guess, hate saying that word to anyone without any guarantee of coming back.

Just yesterday, I heard a very sad news. One of my officemates just died. We're not close, but I know her. We don't exchange Hi and Hello everytime we see each other, but I know that she knows me too.

She's one of the best performers in her team, as far as I know. Her team lead only has good words for her. She performs at her best, and just like what her team lead told us, she works equal to three agents. She's gonna be a big loss in her team. Just too bad, she left her loved ones too early.

It's really hard to say goodbye to someone, more so that it's because of death. As what Gandalf said, "Death is just another path, one that we all must take. The grey rain-curtain of this world rolls back, and all turns to silver glass, and then, you see it."

See what? "White shores and beyond, a far green country under a swift sunrise." I don't know if it's not too bad but, on the part of the person left in the world by the one who died, it's just the worst feeling. Ever.

Darling, may you rest in peace. The cause of your death is not so acceptable but, God decided to take you with him now in his home.Guide your loved ones from above, and be with the angels up there.

LittleNikki

Pahabol na banat..

B1: May 1 ka ba?
B2: Hmm? Bakit?
B1: Uh, May 1 and only :">

#KORNYliusFudge

Efforts

Simple things done by guys will surely be appreciated by the girls.
Whatever it is, it's still a serious attempt the woo a lady.

Thank you, for the efforts.
Simple things you do, is highly appreciated dear.
It's a nice feeling that you do those things for me.
It just feels great that someone, like you, has a conscious effort of making me  happy.

Thank you so much <3>

Welcome back to me

So, I'm back :P
I'm not gonna be OC with this post anymore 'coz I don't have time.
As if naman na I have a lot of readers dito. I just wanna provide recent updates about me.
A lot had happened after July 2012.
Ayan na yung tumaba akembang, nagka-lovelife :P at kung ano-ano pa.
Went to one of my favorite places, which is Ilocos and scheduled to go to Cebu and Bohol by September with Mom, cousin and Tita.(i'll try to give you an update on that one. :P)
Had a lot of chance to be with Pakwans of course. And a lot of unfortunate events as well in between.

Just very recently, I attended a binyag and birthday celebration of my inaanak. I thought, everything's gonna be okay na. I thought the get-together because of the binyag will be the way for them to straight things out. I saw the efforts and everything. But nothing happened, unfortunately. I don't wanna think na I'm gonna loose my Pakwans, my friends since I was in college, the family I belong to when I was in college. I can't think of any other set of friends like them. But I guess, we really cannot please anybody. It just makes me sad. Their problem is my problem too. I should be involved. I should help. And I will. I promise. :)

I just miss the usual things we do every weekend -- movie nights, kain sa labas, kwentuhan -- yeah we can still do it. Di nga lang kami kumpleto. I'll never get tired of waiting for the day na everything's gonna be okay and will be back to normal, doing things na we usually do -- laughing our hearts out, making chikas, the usual things we do.

Actually, I already miss everything.
It's not that I don't want to have new set of friends. I'd love to welcome them. Pero iba pa rin kami talaga.
We already faced a tough challenge together and naniniwala naman akong malalampasan rin namin toh. We will get back. Together. Sana maayos na namin ito. I know God will guide us.

Iba pa rin ang Pakwans.


Missing us so much,
NYX

I am

Clueless. I don't know what's wrong.
Assuming. A lot of things are running to my mind right now. Did I do something wrong? Did I say something bad?

And hopefully, the word 'detach' won't knock my door easily.


LittleNikki

One thing is constant: Change.

I don't know what I did. Or if I even did something wrong.

All of a sudden, it changes. The everyday conversation, everyday kulitan, it just seemed different and only God knows why. I don't have a mighty ability for confrontation and besides, I don't wanna do that. It's so not me lalo na if I don't have anything at hand.

I just so hate when people change. I mean, why do they have to do that? The result is not good! I'm just so empty-handed right now.

It's been a long time

Hi everyone! (Akala mo naman ang daming readers :P)

Sorry kung hindi ko na natuloy yung 20 wishes ko dito, check niyo na lang yung facebook page ko. Kumpleto yun. Kaya lang natabunan na sila ng mga birthday greetings. Goodluck! Tinamad na kasi akong mag-update.

Bukas, i will see my gels again. We'll be celebrating for the JUNE celebrants at Lancaster Hotel and will go skype-ing with Gerby. #excited

Just to butt in something. I read Charlene's blog about her 'local' work. Nalungkot ako. May mga tao pala talagang ganun. To think that they're old enough for them to act that way. Man, you guys are immature! That's how you treat newbies, huh? Nakakaloka kayo. Owell, I know kaya naman kayo ni Charlene. Though mahirap kasi araw-araw kayong makakasama ng kaibigan ko, pero friend, just shrug your shoulders off kung may marinig ka pa from them. Pag sumobra na, andito kami uh. Meron tayong tinatawag na RESBAK.

And before we end this month, gusto ko lang humabol sa mga birthday greetings:

Rosa, I know you're happy already with your little angel and your husband. Darating talaga yung mga araw na may hindi kayo napagkakasunduan pero sana (kung mababasa mo toh) kung may mga hindi kayo napagkakasunduan, make sure na maaayos niyo yan before the end of the day. Meron na kayong anak, and you always have to put her first. Can't wait to see your baby!

Josette! Ako rin, pagkatapos kong batiin ang sarili ko, ikaw na agad ang itetext ko. Naaalalako pa nun, NSTP natin nung nalaman natin na magkabirthday tayo. Astig. Ewan ko kung naaalala mo pa yun. HAHA! Pagbutihin ang paghahanap-buhay para may pang-gastos tayo lagi. Hihi. Looking forward for more movie dates :))

Koy! Maligayang Kaarawan :) Ito yung unang birthday mo na wala ka sa Pinas. Pero alam ko namang walang tatalo sa pag celebrate ng birthday mo na kami ang kasama mo. HAHA! Charot. Still looking forward to our everyday morning chikahan :)) Miss na kita.Ü

-- I love those three gels a lot. Sila ang kasama ko buong college days ko. Kasama nila Jhen, Charlene, Shaira, Reciel, Jo at Kisel. PakÜ rocks :)

LittleNikki